Listen, …I wrote this back in Sept. 2010. It was my first blog ever and it was about Qianna. I felt the need to repost this so you all could see how much of a bullshitter this girl is and just how she be gaming niggas! Yea, she had me fucked up for a min but I’m over her, I moved on, so regardless of all that other bullshyt she been talking about me and whatever, here’s proff of how fake this bitch is! Oh and btw….”Chris” was my internet name I went by back then lol.
Originally posted on 9/16/10:
Whas good people….ok well my name is Chris,
I just turned 23 born and raised here in west philly and my reason for being on here is because….well, i’m like kinda going thru some shit right now….like my life is all fucked up in a sense basically. i really aint got nobody to hear me out, i mean i got peoples i could go to but yahmean i aint tryna be judged or critized by them on my shit, u feel me…..fucking family think they know it all…
Yahmean, mom is what …. fuckin 15 years older than me and still out there busting it up in the streets like a silly yung gawn so it aint shit she could tell me. i don’t fuck with my dad like that, both my uncles is doing life, so…lol yahmean and my yunger sibs …i mean it is what it is with them. never will go to my niggas about this….lol, oh hell naw, this shit is too embarassing first of all….plus niggas be hating and aint no bitch gonna give me the time or day on this cuz they only be out for them selves.
And it’s crazy cuz like…the only person that i thought i had wont even hear me out, too damn stubborn to even compromise and make shit better for us……..this sum bullshit….(chuckle…) its crazy.
See….iight, i been talking to this girl i met online. i was just browsing thru this site sending radom chicks messages n shit…ya know not really thinking nuffin of it cuz like at the time me and my bm we was bumping heads so i moved out, got my own spot, said fuck her and started doing me. ya know…. fuck it regardless imma always be in my son life,………. he 2 and lil man…thas my heart….like he all i got in this world so aint shit gonna come betwwen that.
And when i started talking to qianna………………… man she was the answer to all my prayers. like she made me feel like i was actually woth something, like i actually did have purpose on earth ya digg
cuz before we started talking….or should i say chatting……my life was just…(chuckle)…..i mean i was just on sum other shit, wiling da the fuck out, drinking and partying all crazy n shit….man my life had no direction and i was making all the wrong turns. But ya see talking to her like inspired me to do better and like be a better man……..i know it might sound crazy….but yea….i fell hard for some chick i never ever met….aint that sum shit. she got my heart and i’m in love with her.
The crazy thing is, is that she say she in love ith me too…..but if so why da fuck cant you make time for me, why cant we make each other happy……fuck this internet and phone bullsit, lets met in person and take it from there………………see i don’t understand, like she my fuckin soulmate, she became my best friend, my everything. i got so much love to give to her but she not willing to make shit happen.
Like i understand she in school and work fulltime but damn….not once could you make time for a nigga, you talk all this shit like u want this, like u want me in ya life….but not once in the last 3 months have u made time to see me??? wtf kinda shit is that yo…….this shit is stressin me da fuck out, if you seeing some otha nigga just say that shit, let me be hurt, lert me get over it…..fuck!! tell me something.
A nigga can’t eat, can’t sleep…….i cant think straight, cant focus…..da fuck is wrong with her man…..this shit aint a game, this my fuckin heart you playing with………………………man fuck this.
Yo i swear, im bout to say fuck it i’m done….its benn 3 months already and every fucking day its another excuse….man i cant pinpoint it. how could somebody as sexy as she is, educated and financially stable not have any fucking sense and not wanna be with the man she claim she love.
Yo i got all of our aol chat sessions archived from day from day 1. imma need yall to check em out and help me out on this shit….all i got to go by is her pics and her sexy ass voice.
iight so for now i’m out….i get on yall later.
All I can say is you got caught up, HARD